My Current Readings #6

Now i've read further and I'm finding myself questioning a few things. In this section of the reading, i have found that Bella has other things coming into her life, I'm just not quite sure whether she is excited about it or not. From the previous book, a family friend of hers, Jacob is coming back into the picture. From the beginning he always had a thing for Bella, it was just never mutual. Things seem as though they are rekindling between the two nowadays. Bella and Jacob are much more apparent in each other's lives and they seem as though they are enjoying it. Jacob hasn't told her much yet, he doesn't want to come off to strong, and he's younger then her. Although, Bella does know much more than she did previously. She has now guessed and found out that Jacob was a part of the werewolves. The pack that was against the vampires, no wonder Jacob never liked Edward. Bella figures this out and starts hammering herself with questions. When she boiled down to it she had come to the agreement with herself that there was simply something wrong with her. She wondered why so many mythical creatures would be so often present in her life, there had to be a problem within herself. Bella does not stop this world wind train of thought, she gets too caught up in it and forgets she is even with Jacob. She is at a very vulnerable state right now, the realization of the two people she actually connects with are not human throws her for a loop. I think that Bella needs to stop getting so utterly caught up in her own mind and thoughts. Maybe if she were to try and relax and think it out at a less rapid pace and maybe talk through it with someone, like Jacob for example. I feel like if she is able to talk through her battles then they will not be so strong and aggressive. I can't wait to find out if she is going to throw away everything and move to where her mom lives, so she can get away from all of these creatures, or if she'll stay.