My Current Readings #5

I think Bella is going crazy. She seems as though she has no reason what to do with herself and as though she has no reason to be happy. She needs to look to the other side of things- there will always, always be something positive, no matter what the situation. Bella significantly chooses to look furthest from that positivity in her life. Her dad Charlie, even begins to notice this constant negativity in his daughter. Charlie tells Bella to get out. Bella is mildly offended by this comment her father has left her to go to school thinking about. Turns out, that day at school Bella went out on a limb and asked a most personable "friend" of hers what her plans for the evening were. That night, Bella and her friend Jessica decide to grab some dinner and then see a zombie movie. Jess feels very strange about Bella randomly asking her to hang out, she has come off very unsociable to almost everybody in school, with the exception of Edward, who was gone now so it did not matter. Jess is very outgoing though so she accepted this reaching out from Bella and tried to have a fun night. The night was a little awkward but overall pretty successful. Bella had trouble sparking up a conversation with Jess but she managed. By the end of the night Jess and her mood actually took a sharp turn and she was very quiet and unsocial towards Bella. Bella tried to be nice but Jess wouldn't take it so Bella just left and went home. I think Bella needs to realize that her actions around people are not as normal as others may want them to be and by realizing it she will be able to admit to it to those she is hanging out with. I believe that this would really be beneficial for the mental state Bella is in, others would understand what she's going through and comfort her, i can't see whats bad about that. Bella, open up!